bemyheroine
I'm dancing in the room as I would in the woods with you | ||||||||
I'm waking up, and I see the world again.
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 6:03 PM
Lil'D
I know it sucks. I know it hurts. I know that it feels like there's no way you can ever recover from this. I know that you feels as though you've been shattered into a million pieces, stabbed, betrayed, hurt, torn into half. I know that you think it's the end and that there is nothing else to live for. But you're wrong. I know I may seem like the last person to understand how you feel. But everyone had gone through heartbreak before. You have, I have, she has, everyone has. She got over it, I did, and so did you. I know how much you've put into this and please please please, know that it isn't your fault. Maybe it's Gods way of telling you... She's not the one. She's not the one prepared to handle all of your love. She'll find her 'one' one day. And so would you. And when you have you would look back upon this and think... thank you. Thank you for showing me what I was capable of and to push me into becoming something more. I'm lucky, I know. In my eyes I'm the luckiest girl on this planet. One day, you'll find a girl who thinks exactly the same way I do. And indeed she would be the luckiest girl on this whole damn planet to be held by you, loved by you, cared by you. You're an amazing guy, you know it. Everything a girl can possibly dream of. More than that in fact, but she ain't the one. She's not the right one. Don't lose hope, because the harder it is to find 'her', the more worth it she is. Who knows? Maybe one day when you're 20 you'd be teaching at a music academy and meet a girl you'd think you're most unlikely to be with (cuz she's 5 years younger than you =P ) and *poof* the magic appears. Or maybe when you're thirty and successful and lonely and looking for a girl to love and as you think that whilst being emo to yourself, you run into a girl in a yellow coat? Or maybe in a few months time you go to a party and across the room this gorgeous girl with auburn hair catches your eye? There are billions of possibilities. And you'd probably go through a hundred relationships, a hundred break ups, a hundred heart breaks, before you find the right one. But when you do... you'll realize... oh my god... this is it. This is the one I've been looking for. And then you'd live happily ever after right? Don't fret my dear, you're young. There are plenty of fishes in the sea. One girl doesn't matter, one girl doesn't change you. Sure it may seem like the days drag on and theres nothing else to look forward to... But look forward to meeting her To meeting the girl of your dreams. Life is not without hardship. You'll get through it. And Brendan, Aaron, Dillian and I would all be here to ensure you keep walking with your head up. You can do this. You know you can. You're strong. You can do it. I don't doubt you. Brendan doesn't doubt you. Aaron doesn't doubt you. Don't start doubting yourself. we'll be here. I'll be here. No matter what happens. I'm only a phone call away. or a visit. If you feel like it. =] We're still in the same country after all. Stay strong. Keep your head up. As Aaron says: Remember two things, One, girls will only respect and recognize a guy who does the same for himself. So don't beat yourself up Two, it's now a change to look damn good the next time you see her. And that's always fun. He's worried about you too. I've yet to tell him the full story of what is going on but I will in the end. I'm so sorry you've gotta go through something you are going through. But... It's like and no matter how much B or I or Aaron wants to shelter you from this kinda thing... No one can really help you but yourself. So please always remember... You have to help yourself. Don't pull yourself down in the dumps too much okay? We all love you. =] Stay Strong. love, Fung. Come on Lil'D. You can do this. You know you can. |
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