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I'm waking up, and I see the world again.
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Saturday, February 21, 2009, 5:32 PM
Once again...
lol. I should anyway. It's been a while. Less then a week but still a while... Blogging seems to have lost its meaning when he doesn't read it. When he can't. So... but yeah. I think... I have to stop relying on him for the many things that I used to do. Such as... have a life. LOL. He was my life. He was my light. He was my everything and more. Now he's gone... It's like the light has turned off. Now I have to plunge around the place switching everything back on. I guess theres something wrong with the power plug. Maybe give me time, maybe I can get it charged up enough for me to have just enough light to see my way. Till you come back home to me. Oh gosh. I should stop with the metaphors. Really I should. Ah well... Whoops. there goes the power. Sigh. No internet at the moment. I guess I'll post this when it comes back on. And there it is. Lol. But it'll keep going off and on for the next god knows how long Malaysia decides to cry. We're killing it after all. People constantly ask me how I'm doing. It's like as though I'm about to jump off a cliff or slice my own wrists or something. Although, I must say. it's really sweet of them. Really sweet of everyone. Especially on Valentine's Day. Thank you, Bianca, Arianna, Andrew, Brendan, Devon, Dillian for making the day oh so much more special. =] For showing how much you guys care. Thank you my baby. For giving me the chance to be so utterly happy on that day. For giving me everything. Do you ever wake up and you open your eyes. All you can do is smile? Like now. I can look out the window and the rain is pouring outside. 'Tuesday Morning' by Michelle Branch is playing. All I can do is smile. Because well... because of you. Maybe I should write a poem about him? But what on earth can I say that would mean enough? Lol. Ah well. Yknow the thing I'm most looking forward to? Prom. Why? cuz he's coming back sometime soon to that. And I realize too. That prom would be my last prom with Bianca, Arianna, Michelle, PQ. Oh gosh, I really am not looking forward to that factor. Why does everyone have to go? =[ I love you guys. You all are so amazing. I dont know what I can say or do to tell y'all how much you guys mean to me. I swear. I have never ever felt this grateful. maybe I SHOULD write a poem. meh. we'll see. haha time to return to real life. =] give me a week. hopefully I'll have updated by then. xx I can't wait till the snow begin to fall. Because I can't wait till I get to feel the warmth from your hands. your one and only. |
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