bemyheroine
I'm dancing in the room as I would in the woods with you | ||||||||
I'm waking up, and I see the world again.
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008, 9:45 PM
who calls for apologies?
you could've told me. you know I'm always here for you. give me a call. come over. you know you don't have to be alone. you know you don't have to to what you do. but you just do. alot of people. cannot choose where they go. alot of people. don't have the sense to make the right choice. I'm here for you. I need you to know. that You could always make the right choice if you want to. Where are you heading now? Where are you going? aren't you lost and confused? aren't you sick of the same thing happening again and again? thus I am here to smack some of those sense into you. what happens to you. happens to alot of people out there. but you're you. they are them. you can make your own decisions and you know it. you can pull away. you can make your life better. you can make life worth it. but you don't. not because you can't. or because it's fate. but because you don't want to. I need you to know that what you're doing isn't good for you. I need you to know that you can change. I listen. how can I not judge? I care for you. I love you. I miss you. But how can I sit back and watch you do this to yourself? I don't know if you'd listen to me. or if you'd care to try. but how can I just listen and not do anything about it? am I suppose to let you do what you do. ruin yourself for it. and just not do anything about it? You know who your true friends are. You know who really cares for you. You know who will be here no matter what happens You know who will listen to you scream, shout, cry, laugh, bitch, or talk. You know who HAS been here all this while You know who HAS never left you You know who HAS never let you go You know who HAS always cared for you. you as a person, of your well-being, of your health, of your safety. You know who HAS always always always did the thing she thought was best for you. You know that that person. is me. And I know that too. I believe you. I listen to you. But I am going to try to help you. No matter what. You can push me away. You can do all sorts of things. you can stop calling me. stop talking to me. but know that. I am never going to stop trying to help you I am never going to stop being here for you I am never going to stop trying to tell you that you deserve better. that you can do better. which you know you can. I understand our differences doesn't mean I'm going to accept it. because I know I just know. that you can do better than this. this is the amount of faith I have in you. which is alot. we've been friends for four years. what makes you think I'm going to stop now? I love you. <3 Fung |
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