bemyheroine
I'm dancing in the room as I would in the woods with you | ||||||||
I'm waking up, and I see the world again.
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Thursday, October 9, 2008, 11:06 PM
dancing disaster
horrible horrible horrible. first, practice with joshua was horrible. then micheal's class. then yukiko's class. just plain plain horrible. i have no idea why. i just couldnt find the energy to dance. specially not with his eyes staring into my back. with joshua. it was taxing for both of us, cuz i keep messing up and looking towards him. it was just hard... i dont know. i cant get rid of it. and then micheals was annoying. dont know why. i couldnt move properly, i couldnt feel the music. it was exhausting and really painful. and then yukiko. omgosh. lol. talk about embarassing and incredibly painful. she was so harsh today. and then telling us. *ME especially* that if we cant remember or dance the properly, we my as well not take the exams. it was such a BURN. i tell you. BURN. like literally, sizzle to the ground. i need help. like loadsa help. SIGH. and then after that i took off my shoes. and half of my big toe-skin was gone. yes, digusting. but painful. lol and im exhausted atm. i dont even know why im not gonna go to bed yet. i just cant help thinking y'know. about his eyes, about the way he looks at me. i mean, im sureits there for a reason. =P oh god. it kills me at times. to know im the reason. i just want to hold him tight, to help him. to just talk to him. the brain i mean. its so hard not to... but i know i shouldnt. i just shouldnt. sigh.... i SHOULD go anyway. so ill say my goodnights and my goodbyes. =] see you. xxxx <3fy |
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