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Wednesday, September 24, 2008, 8:39 PM
Sadism
where everything sucked everyone was annoying and all you want to do is shut the world out and sleep ... i think my lack of sleep is beginning to get to me... I hate school work with such passion now. its like i've used up all my 'hardworkingness' in the first two weeks, completing everything. and now i just honestly cant be bothered at all. so tonight. even though i have a history poster, 2 art homework and english lit to due tomorrow. im just gonna go to sleep. i really really really need a break. its almost never ending. sure, ill give a crap tomorrow. but procrastinating is not a choice. its a must. happy birthday redzuan. past present and future. people tell me its the 21st. jarrah said its the 24th and you told me its the 28th as if im not confused enough. =P so happy birthday three times over. =D you too awesome of an ICT buddy. haha happy birthday to Ee and Fariza too. awesome party Ee. i had so much fun. =P I honestly dont know what on earth is wrong with me these days im just so cranky and so impossible. i see that myself. im surprised none of my friends has slapped me yet. I dont know. things are just being difficult. and im not making it any better. neither is she. ohmygosh does she pisses me off sometimes. walking around as though she rules the world, it pisses me off so badly and i cant do anything about it. because its none of my business and i really shouldnt care. but god do i just feel like strangling her at times I dont know whether it comes down to jealousy or just plain irritation. i really, really cant tell. [people who know me. I dont think this is who you think im talking about. dont worry] i think... life is really sadistic. god is sadistic. but i dont believe there is a god so... faith maybe? faith is sadistic then. its like they enjoy us being in these random dramatic states. i blame pms. but i highly doubt that we all get so worked up over that. i dont know. maybe its just me maybe its just that im so sick of puting up with her shit. again. sigh. or my own shit really. i hate this! i hate being so cranky dammit. and now i sound like some spoilt ranter. im just gonna stop. before i say something stupid. <3 Fy |
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