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I'm waking up, and I see the world again.
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Monday, September 8, 2008, 9:30 PM
Confused
Just when I thought I was right, I am wronged. Just when I thought that maybe, I was wrong. I was proven right. I don't know now. My decisions are wavering and I have yet to decide what to do. I don't get it. It just gets so confusing. Should I? Should I not? Which one is better? It scares me and then it confuses me for all day I couldnt stop thinking about it. I seriously couldnt. and this scares me and troubles me. alot. because, why why why? it's not right. not right at all. then why? Sometimes, life just throws challenges at your way, and alot of them, you're... well... I'm not ready to handle. Not just yet. AND when I thought I had it all figured out. THIS happens. dammit. Now... I'm just plain lost. I walk around school in a daze I don't know where I'm going most of the time anyway. Im trying to hard to get my life back on track because I didn't want to make the same mistakes I did last year. I wanted to work hard. Do everything right. This time, there's no mistakes. I can't afford any. But its just so hard. so so so so hard... sigh. I have dance this thursday. I cant wait. =] I miss dance. Even though, for some unknown reason, my muscles hurt. and their very weak too. walking up 5 floors today, I could tell that my legs were like jelly. It's not usually that way. its very strange. Maybe i did something during dance...? anyway. i do miss dance. and I can't wait till friday, altho I've yet to find a dress. =[ friday dammit friday! its so close yet so far. I'm ready to start dancing my cute little butt off. =P oh wow. i just complimented myself. I think I've been hanging round dance people too much. HAHAHA. =P =P my dance friends aint very modest. =D although! funny quote of the day... "why are you moaning?" OMG. hahahahha. okay, well. I was sleepy. and i talk like that when I'm sleepy. I just didn't know I sounded like I was moaning. *shiver* hahahaha I should jsut wait till im awake before someone calls me. =P or... maybe not. hahahah. right. gtg work time. HISTORY. =D love y'all. <3Fy |
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