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I'm waking up, and I see the world again.
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008, 9:06 PM
Second Day of School
was a little disappointing. I've been reading a couple of other blogs earlier. I realised that alot of them updated about the first day of school. so I thought. maybe I should try to be a little different. and do it about the second day. =P I wore nicole's skirt to school. it's a little bit big but still fits be alright. I am still waiting for my actual skirt tho. Which'll take a while. Anyway, who actually gives about my school day? let's talk about my emotions. hmm. I'm tumbling. I'm turning. and I don't know where I'm going. It's crazy sometimes. Feeling the way I do. But it just happens. Things. are not what I expected. Things. are not what I need it to be. Things. especially certain things. just hurt. I don't really know where I'm heading with this. This year at least. I thought it'll turn out okay. Turn out better. but then it all just seems a little strange. just when I thought. Hell yeah. This is it. it just comes back crashing doesn't it? It always does. She. is no longer who I thought she was. They. are no longer who they were. We. are no longer as what we were. He. is no longer what I thought could be. He was right. Life was strange. full of plays. pauses. stops. and forwards. and yet, there could never possibly be a rewind. Upon where am I suppose to stand? What am I suppose to do? Where am I suppose to go? How am I suppose to do this? sometimes. when you turn up and they are no longer there you miss them. just by a fraction of a second. but a second too late it was. for they are no longer there. you sit there wondering. what are you suppose to do now? all your life you've never been alone. but what about. now? what about. then? what about. next time? we're all feeling alone. so why dont be all just be together? to no longer be alone? I dont get it. who ever wants to be. alone? <3Fy just when you think life was giving you something. It just grabs something back. and this time. its. my heart. |
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