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I'm dancing in the room as I would in the woods with you | ||||||||
I'm waking up, and I see the world again.
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Monday, September 22, 2008, 11:52 PM
Lost.
I cant make sense of them at all Anger, hatred, misery. Their all jumbled into one big ball of confusion. It has been one depressing week. Everything is just so slow, so strange and it all just feels so wrong. I dont know where I stand I dont know where I am. I probably sound hypocritical, i know. but I cant help it. there are times like these where i just want someone to hold me. this longing. its immense. im even beginning to miss people i shouldnt miss. beginning to think about things i shouldnt be thinking about. im so over sensitive. everything peeve me off. either that, or really hurt me. i cant get pass that fact and this horried feeling swelling from within me. my life feels like its being sliced into a million pieces, and i can only be in one. its just... so strange. i cant describe it. i myself dont even know what i mean. but its soo dry im so sick of the tears and crying and screaming and shouting. and this useless painful feeling that fills up so much from inside. im so sick of forcing myself to work when all i want to do it pass out and give up. i just want to give up. i just want to.... go away. i cant. i dont know <3thegirlthatseversolost. |
whenthelightsgoout
Said I hate you. But I lied.who thought she could own the world who knew love could taste... just so damn sweet too bad it kills you in the end. |
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