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Friday, August 8, 2008, 3:53 AM
Don't Leave...
and its 4am. im beginning to think i either have insomnia or im just plain nocturnal. dammit. and i have to wake up at 9 2morrow. =[ sigh. my brother went back to the US today... he's gone. gone gone gone gone gone. it hurt alot more than I thought it would. I would get to see him for the next year or so. Nor really talk to him... dammit. why does he have to go? he's like my pillar of strength. and protection. It feels so much safer when he is around. I really didnt want him to go. I don't fucking america. why the hell does it have to be so far away. argh. I want him back home. I want my brotherrr. =[ =[ =[ okay, I admit I sound so dramatic and crap. but I really miss him. I already do. The house feels so empty. I don't get it. He went off before. I wasn't EXTREMELY sad. but now... its like theres something missing. now when I go out with my family. Theres no one to lean on. Or to hoop arms with. Or to chase away unwanted stalkers. Or really talk to me. I dont want him to go. Why does he have to go? Why? Why? Why? -Fy. ps. I hope you have a safe trip back. don't get into too much trouble. pps. i love you. as embarrassed as I am to admit. =P ppps. WHY THE HELL DO YOU HAVE TO GO TO FRIGGIN KOREA DAMMIT! |
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