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I'm waking up, and I see the world again.
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Thursday, December 31, 2009, 12:44 AM
show and tell
sometimes I'm afraid I won't get to say 'Ineedyou' until you're gone. sometimes I'm afraid I don't get to say 'Icantlivewithoutyou' until I have to. sometimes I'm afraid I don't get to say 'iloveyou' until it's too late. patience. waiting. loving. holding. just give me some time and I promise I'll be the best you'll ever have everything I need it's right in front of my eyes right in front of me. you are. I want you I miss you I need you I have you you don't know what you've got till it's gone. I don't wanna make that mistake. I don't wanna have to live with it so help me God tell me show me what I can't live without. xxx Friday, December 25, 2009, 2:39 AM
thoughts
and there you go. another year. another christmas. 6 more days till 2010. we have reached double digits. god I feel old. and I'm only fifteen. 'maybe our girlfriends are really our soulmate and boys are just there for fun.' maybe. already year 11. already on my final term of secondary life. already ready to start on a new journey, new course. it's so scary, yet exciting at the same time. AS subjects: Math Drama Econs Psychology A level subjects: Math Psychology Drama Physics - maybe? or Biology. Or maybe I'll just stick with econs anyway. need to talk to shriya's sister. remind yourself. talk to shriya's sister. well, I have to be up in less then 7 hours and my brother is already hogging the bed. so goodnight. sweet dreams. dont let the bed bugs bite. just a bit of useless information. you know sleep tight? it is derived from the old days, when they used to stop sleep walkers by tying them tightly to the bed. and thus, 'sleep tight' scary innit? reminds me of the ring around the roses thing. black plague *shudder* not something one wants to remind oneself at 3 in the morning just as you're heading to bed. lol at least my brother is here to protect me. how useless is that. xxx , 1:56 AM
samx
and somebody tells you they love you you're gonna believe them' I don't feel quite fifteen anymore. merry christmas and a happy new year xx Thursday, December 24, 2009, 1:46 AM
fever-ridden
and lets go back to the start. I never knew it was such a crime. left, right, up, down turning in circles round and round. where are the answers to my questions? Sunday, December 13, 2009, 10:46 PM
all the boys and the girls
Prom '09 Moonlight Rendezvous ![]() Firstly, getting ready. The ultimate glory for each and every female going to prom. I was happy with how I look, albeit not AHMAZING *like several other people* but I was content. =] Make up, hair, nice (cheap, mind you) dress, everything was amazing. Prom itself, arriving [fashionably] late so we missed out Mr.Mah's boring speech (hooray for us) and got down to the dirty. The food was pretty good. Entertainment was top notched and aside from a little bump here and there, it was a good night. The music, lights, dancing. oh god don't get me started. So many hot, sweaty bodies in one place with the bass pumping so loud you could feel it within your chest like your very own heart beat. It was the best. Bianca is probably the best person to dance with. There's no one else I'd wanna get hot and dirty with more. =P Except maybe, you know. *wink* After prom - Leka leka, shisha, drinks, staying up till 3am just talking. Oh it was so fun, and so enjoyable. although CERTAIN people were damn shit annoying when they were drunk, it was still fun and I love them anyway. Day after, breakfast in bed, good food as well, followed by a tanning session by the pool. After that, lunch at delicious and movie with my sweetheart. Henry's party, dancing again (which was slightly retarded BTW, but kind of fun in the quirky retarded way). Drinks again, and home for a night of blissful endless sleep. =D what more can a singular person ask for? so snapshots of memories were taken, even the bubble bath bit. =P It was a wonderful time, an amazing end to the year, and amazing end to everything. what a life. =] I'm just so privileged to have. ![]() Thursday, December 10, 2009, 11:34 PM
Assuming I'm staying of course. Hmmm... , 11:29 PM
again. Usually, I'd be hyped up and really excited. especially going through the whole process of making up and all that what not. But seriously, I've been 'getting ready' so often it's not even funny. The fashion show, taylor's prom, and the three performances. It's getting a little... boring. Alas, tomorrow is a new day. and, it'll be done professionally. So maybe it'll feel different. =] all the boys and the girls they got it going on. pixie lott. xxx -who else? Wednesday, December 9, 2009, 10:02 PM
whether a whore or not.
WOOT. I still can't really tell if I'm sad or happy, it's a funny mix. Such an amazing, rewarding, excruciating (for the umpteenth time) experience ever. Oh oh. =] I heart performing. xx , 4:17 PM
and you bid and you take and you get
then you take it.' But what if I don't know what I want? Funny really, how simple things can muddle one's mind so easily. It's almost like reading a book, when you cannot even comprehend what the protagonist is feeling, funny when you're actually playing the part, yet you still have no idea where you stand. It's the final night. I'm kind of glad, yet sad at the same time. I don't know, nor do I want to jinx it, but I think the performance have been splendid and going very well. Especially with such a limited cast and limited time, I think we've coped. =] and I'm really happy I do not need to slave away at the rehearsals anymore. Thank God for that. And yet, as all things go, it's kind of melancholy for it to end so soon. All the hard work, and now it's over. I don't know if I feel relief or nervousness really. To tell the truth, I kind of feel numb. Stage fright. =P Can't wait! "It's not hard acting as a whore." xxx -FeeFyFoFoo |
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