bemyheroine
I'm dancing in the room as I would in the woods with you | ||||||||
I'm waking up, and I see the world again.
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Saturday, January 31, 2009, 7:59 PM
11 days.
so what happens now? what happens when your heart stops beating and your world comes to an end? what happens when the earth stops spinning and there is nothing left to defend? I'm over-dramatizing things I guess. Maybe things aren't too bad. Maybe things are just gonna be alright? Maybe things could be the same? And even if things did change. So what? It's life. and when life gives us lemons... we make lemonade. Maybe I should suck it all in and realize that I'm not that bad far off. I'm not the person who's going through the worse. I'm not one of those people living and starving in the streets. But really, if everyone were to think that. We'd all be the exact same copies of each other AND there would be one poor bugger living. starving. dying. heartbroken. in a street somewhere in the middle of Manhattan. Why Manhattan? I have no idea. So yeah, I'm gonna be selfish. I'm gonna be upset. I'm gonna get angry. I'm gonna cry. I'm gonna scream. I'm gonna get moody and restless and senseless and all sorts of crazy. so to warn you now people of the world. or rather my friends. I'm about to be a whole big bucket of lemonade. or rather lemons. which would then turn into lemonade slowly in time. Maybe things'll be alright? But I can't help this feeling. I've tried to hit it down with a hammer but it just keeps coming up stronger. I'm regurgitating all those now. I guess I should've learnt not to stuff too much styrofoam in a paper bag. styrafoams are light. really light. but they take up alot of space. sorta like feelings arent they? and really, right now, I think I'm made of paper. maybe not paper even. what's thinner than paper? right. air. I'm made of air. But that ain't right cuz air cant contain styrofoam. ah whatever. same difference. I guess what I'm trying to say is that... I'm going to miss you so much... words aren't even enough for it. sigh. but yeah. whats life without lemons, styrofoam, paper or air right? <3 Fung. Tuesday, January 20, 2009, 9:59 PM
just because I was bored.
Lets see if you can get through it Shortest relationship? 3 weeks How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you and meant it? one. Have you ever been dumped? nope Have you ever dumped someone? yeah... Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? yes Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? not proud of it... Are you happier single or in a relationship? it really depends... but right now? In a relationship. Has anyone ever cheated on someone else with you? dont think so... Have you ever broken someone's heart? I don't know... but I think so... Talk to your ex's? at times. If you could, would you go back and change things with an ex? no. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? haha. not too sure. but I hope so. Have you dated people who weren't good to you? yes. Have you ever dated someone older than you? hahahahahahaha stupid question really. yes I have. Have you ever dated someone younger than you? nope. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? it really depends... Believe in love at first sight? no. Ever dated two people at once? what? no. Do you have something to say to any of your ex's? haha not anything that I can't say to them myself. =P Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend? don't think so... Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? yes. Are you looking for a boyfriend or girlfriend? no. =] Ever had a threesome? haha nope. Have you ever flash or mooned someone? not on purpose. I swear! Ever been so drunk you can't remember the night? nope. Do you smoke cigarettes? no. Do you dip tobacco? nope. Do you do any hardcore drugs? haha. no. Have you ever sent naked pictures? hahahaha. uhhmm... KIDDING. nope i have not. =] Have you ever shoplifted? nope. Have you ever lost someone close to you? lost as in to death...? then no. Friday, January 2, 2009, 12:25 PM
kiss the rain <3
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS! 4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the note from. 1.What is your motto? allways be my baby 2.What do your friends think of you? stop and stare 3.What do you think about very often? lucky 4. What is 2+2? all around me 5.What do you think of your best friend? let's get loud 6.What do you think of the person you like? way back into love 7. What is your life story? mess up 8.What do you want to be when you grow up? breathless (hehe) 9.What do you think when you see the person you like? misery business (omgosh. hahaha) 10.What do your parents think of you? ryuusei - shooting star 11.What will you dance to at your wedding? collide 12. What will they play at your funeral? love is gone 13. What is your hobby/interest? defying gravity (lol) 14. What is your biggest secret? maria (the korean version! not the person) 15. What do you think of your friends? always come back to me =P =P 16. What’s the worst thing that could happen? don't wait 17.How will you die? work (hahahahahah it's a sign!) 18. What makes you laugh? secret 19.What makes you cry? I kissed a girl 20. Will you ever get married? halo 21. What scares you the most? everytime we touch (oh gosh. very much ironic haha) 22. Does anyone like you? in the shadows 23. If you could go back in time, what would you change? pocket full of sunshine 24. What hurts right now? Tidus and Yuna's theme (LOL) 25. What is the one thing you regret? we are 26. What will you post this as? kiss the rain Thursday, January 1, 2009, 1:34 AM
Happy New Years
a little off a little awkward? what happens when you think things are going great yet feel like they aren't feel like they're just not there...? ------------------------- I'm at Zheng's atm. A little bored. A little off. Tired, exhausted and sleepy. But it's new years. It's a new year I wanna be able to smell the optimism. the change. the new. the resolutions. the everything. but I don't why is that? why is there dread in my bones? hmmm.... maybe, I shall just look on the bright side. yes. the brighter side of life. happy new year world. you may be prepared for it. but I sure am not. muax thank you world. <3 Fung |
whenthelightsgoout
Said I hate you. But I lied.who thought she could own the world who knew love could taste... just so damn sweet too bad it kills you in the end. |
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